Sigh.

I can't deny that I have a huge feeling of loneliness guys. I mean it's summer break and I haven't since my friends in over 4 weeks now. The thing is that I don't think they want to see me anymore, I mean they planned to see each other on Tuesday which as fair as I am aware they did. At first I said I couldn't because I was working but then work cancelled my shift so I was like 'wait, what's going on?'  but I never got any sort of reply. So, yeah, I have come to the conclusion that they don't want to see me anymore which really upsets me.
 Part of the reason that I have updated so much in summer is because I have literally had nothing else to do. Which is fine because I love writing my fanfics for you guys because I like knowing that you guys are enjoying it. It makes me happy. But there are days when I want to take a break and go see my friends. 
Oh, well.. sigh. I guess I will have to be forever alone.

But at least I have you guys right?

I hope so..
~RedRosePetal